I Dont Understand! ! ! ! ! ! ! Poem by Nouri Queen

I don't understand
U said u love me
U said u would die for me
U said u want to have my babies
U said u want to spend ur life with me
U said and u said and u said
Promises and dreams
But what I read in ur poems
Is the opposit of what u told me
U want her back! ! ! !
U can't live without her! ! !
U beg her for forgivness! ! !
Who is she? ? ? ! ! !
And what about me? ? ?
What about ur love to me? ? ?
What about my feelings? ? ?
U think I won't know? ? ?
Or I won't get hurts? ? ?
What's the meaning of all this? ? ?
Can u tell me? ? ?
Coz I don't understand