I Dont Want To Be Here Anymore Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

It feels like falling
dying as I wait to die
seeing something or nothing
living in an empty lie
I dont want to be here
always drifting aside a tide
knowing Im afraid of seperated fear
I feel so scared on the inside
and who can I turn to
when life decides Im not worth it now
what am I supposed to do
when all you say is that I'll get through somehow
tragedies they surround me
crashing, falling to the floor
screams now sound like syphonies
dragging, pulling me through dark doors
pain flows through my viens
dripping, spilling to the ground
lies fly attached to my name
always scared of being found
I dont want to be here anymore
seeking hands Im moving tward
confused about what Im looking for
I dont want to live it out
its enough to make me want to shout
and I dont want to make it mine
cause Im fed up deep inside
but Im to scared to say it now
I'll force it out somehow
but before I go you gotta see
this is more than just a lie to me
and I dont want to be here anymore