I Feel Death Poem by Tony Kavuoti

I feel death

I feel death on me
Coming, to take me
Lights out forever

Unready, not complete

Unfulfilled

It seems as if I could never fill my self with the joy
The love of life

It seems as if I can never keep the promises I made to life.

It is a delusion to hold such self deceptions, the souls here do not want fulfillment, or love they just want to have all they can at any cost and to survive

I say I love god but look at this world that god put me in

Every ones heart is black with greed, deception, usury, self-interest, exploitation.

How to love in this anyway

See it

There is more, their is real life, real love real fulfillment in the future, but I need gods love now

Gods tangible love now.

It is not there for me, really in this world

I must be it

For my self
My children

For life

It is real as long as I have it real.