I Hope You Will Understand Poem by Amber Chalia

I hope you will understand

I'm not addicted to black water I'm addicted to relief
when my heart starts pounding with my massive grief
if i steal some money then you call me a thief
I hope you will understand because we are all of same breed

I used be a guy who loved his family
this mean world hurt me so badly
I'm gonna tell my story please gather an assembly
may be my story will not sound so friendly

I used to work in a building which was very high
I putted so many efforts to reach their that nobody can deny
If anybody say you can't even then I always gave a try
its was like walking in rain of sorrow but i was still dry

you can't see your future or a coming danger
that happen to my life now I was a fully stranger
I need hero that time like my kid used to believe in power ranger
I just need a little hope or a little angel

its amazing that you will turn into a crowed
then you will do things which are not allowed
my own wife didn't understand, even she had a doubt
all I could do was scream and shout

I was hopeless and I never went to sleep
if you could see my eyes it would be screaming weep
I fell into a well which was very deep
that time I had nothing to keep

when my face become dull and my treas was dried
when I have no tears left so I couldn't cried
I don't know how many time I lied
that time I really said goodbye

I went to a bar with some money in my pocket
I drunk whole bottle like putting plug in a socket
then my pain went like a rocket
and their was nobody who can say that drop it

I started drinking even when i hadn't have money
I was lying down on the roads when day was sunny
people laughs at me because I looked gross AND funny
I spent all my thing on drinking now I was left with a penny

now drinking is my need which I cant change
now that stranger even become more strange
I always say hot words in exchange
I hope now you will understand because this world made me this much strange