I'm Not In Love Poem by Cmack Estevez

I got poison in my veins
Sucidal thoughts flows in my mind
Hate in my heart
My fate Is near death
My souls are bad
Love don't exist
I'm not in love
My heart aches
My body collapse
Girls dump me
Girls hate me
Girls say my fate is hopeless
I bleed to death in my Sucidal mind.
My growing pains breaks my poison veins as I'm dying for love.
I use to thought that I was in love.
but I'm not in love.
The pain aches and kills me inside when a girl rejects me.
The crushes are just fantasies
Girls come and go like hoes.
What can I say I'm not in love.
I wonder why
What am I'm going through
Why I'm falling for non existing love.
What am I'm going to do
Lonely songs depresses my emotions.
Finding a girl stresses my heart
My love expressions goes blank into delusion.
My sleep can't feel love and romance near.
My deep thoughts of mind flows my eyes with a lot of sad tears when love and romance collapses into my non existence in my eternal so called real existence.
Am I a lose for love?
Am I corny for love?
Am I sprung for love?
Am I a bum for love?
Do I got it bad for love?
Why I'm not in love?
My answer is I'm not in love and I can't


My answer is I'm not in love and I can't.