I'M Not Perfect Poem by Jara Son of Ahaz

I'm not perfect
And I know I don't deserve you
But everytime I close my eyes
It's you I think of first
It's your light I see
Everyone sees it
Though you refuse to believe
But you're amazing
Your a light in the darkness
A safe port in any storm
I don't know what it is
But there's something special about you
It makes me want to scream
And yell to u
Hold u...kiss u
To laugh with you
I cry without you
You're too good for me
Your kids know it
And i know in my heart
I don't deserve you
I must be selfish
Holding on to you like this
Cause I need you
I fear one day you'll wake up
And realize
That I don't deserve you