I'M Not Sad But I Know Am Not Happy Poem by Hontonnu Dominic

i just hope i can feel again
Either sadness of joy
Either love or hate
Either pity or mercy

But all i know now is
i am not happy and i' not sad
I'm not okay to be alright
And i have to show the world
How strong this has mode me

That this will not bring me down
That i will like to tell the story
That life will fine me again
That i will soon smile

I am not angry or vex
I'm not full with that your hate
And tear doesn't want to come
I'm hanging inbetween
And the light ahead feel dem

I don't want your love
And i don't want to live in your hatred either
I don't want your pity
And your mercy should stay with you
Pls don't pray for me anymore
And i don't need your swear anymore

Pls let me live in this new me
Let me be mad with me not you
Pls am not mad with you
Am not sad also but i know
That I'm not happy