nic hillen (london england)

I no u get worried with my shouts and my screams
fed up with views and disturbing dreams
My un provoked mood swings leave u confused
My negative attitude leaves your heart bruised..

I no you must think that im pushing you away
I'm not, it's my anger making me this way
I no at times it don't seem like im trying
Cause more than not im the reason your crying

In a rush of rage I say things I don't mean
But I never mean it however harsh it may seem
I hate myself for making you cry
Cause when I do I want to die

I don't deserve you for that Im sure
Your eyes are caring and heart is pure
I couldn't imagine us been apart
You healed my pain with your loving heart

Im sorry for the hurt and every tear
My love for you is so sincere
Our journey together has long to go
Im deeply sorry I love you so