I'M Sorry (It's More Of A Song Really) Poem by angelica dela cruz

sitting here waiting for time to end
the truth is i can't stand the pain i'm in
and maybe tomorrow i'll be okay
but i know that it's just a lie
been waiting for so long that i've gone cold
looking for you, hoping to be told
that nothing's changed, you'll be here,
you'll stay with me
but every dream i have seems to end
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chorus:
i'm sorry it took me so long just to get here
to see you the way that you wanted me to
before you got up and moved on
and i wish that i had the time to forget you
but it's gone too deep, i've lost myself
and i am aching for you, breaking for you
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tonight, i'll be sleeping for the first time in weeks
but in those 8 hours i'd probably be
still searching for you in my memory
i'm drowning and there's no escape
i know that i've been lost in you, losing to a dream
i just can't bring myself to believe that you're gone
and i'll let go if only i could see
that you don't care, you never cared, you never cared
about this