I Miss You Poem by jolly diamond

As I walk through my life
I ask myself.. where do I belong
For what I should be strong & strive
I’m in perplexity all days long
I left every things even my pleasing song
& realize that only flashes of memories I hold
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All my hopes & dreams all shattered away
& I become frustrated, desperate person
You left behind you tortuous soul
Intense despair, terror & fears all these‘re only stay
I realize how much missing you since you are gone far away
Emptiness, grief, moan or soul agony much worse
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I can’t breathe till you are right by my side
You used to bright up my life, now there is no light
You was the guide of me, now I miss the insight
And I feel cold and empty from inside
You used to be my shelter and my knight
My beacon too who illuminate the dark night
My broken heart’ tears hide missing you behind
And everyone look at my eye
Know How much the pain my eyes carry inside
Recognize the hopes that finally died
My eyes weep and full of tears but it is dry
I bring all memories with you in my mind
Time we shared, loved, mocking, laughed and fight
Time we were together, dancing and flying into the sky
Some make me smile, some make me moan and cry
Your peerless face haunts me & stuck in my sight
There is no escape you are living in my dream
All these truth are hard to deny
Missing you, need you &want you, only feeling I feel
Life with your absence, smash my heart & make it bleed
My days without out are black and blue
& all places are yearning to you
The dew upon leaves is been by crying of world coz of you
And the sea’ waves hit the shore
Flowers shriveled and lost their smell
Baby, life without you becomes like a hell
Spring will never come more
All things you left in their places no differ from before
You took all happiness with you out door
No smile on my face any more
No tender touches or warm embrace any more
Without you, I can’t keep standing on the floor
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Being apart is not our flaw or fault, it is destiny
& may our story is written down in the history
My friend said to me you must go on & live your life again
You need just more little time to heal your wound and pain
You must forget him and care about your life or he will drive you insane
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I tried hard to tell my self that, the past is gone and story is over
And I should start all over just forget you move on and rise
And walk away from anything make me remember you that my advice
& even through the distance between us you seem wanna disappear
All memories with you cherish and round in my brain
Shadow of your debonair face, , only thing of you remain
Finally, I realize you are the reason I am
& how much I need you to exist
& no one in the world can be instead of you
I resist
It hard task to cut part of my heart and be missed
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I cannot help myself out of this humiliation
Plz put me out of this terrible position
Teach me how to deal with your missing
How to forget you and keep living
Find a way to treat me without complication
How I get out of this mess, any solution any guess
My Life is awkward and hard else, I confess
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I hope you come back soon,
and wipe my tears
Displace the curse of life with boon
Take away my terror and fears
Drive us to our heaven
And draw the moon
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Tell me how can you walk and get on
Giving up all the past and turn music on
Can you find some one else love you more than I do
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I believe that one day we will return together
Coz real love doesn’t fade into flashes of mirage
& until we return back like an eagle and feather
I will wait you through my life & looking for your call
Coz I believe , love conquers all