I Now Understand Poem by jess jayne

I now understand,
how this frendship works,
It's not to be happy or,
to be nice,
It's to leave you out,
All alone.

You say to me,
You are my friend,
Then tell me this.

When was the last time,
We went out?
When was the last time,
You asked me aswell?
When was the last time,
You phoned me up?

Oh yeah,
I remmber not,
Yesterday,
Last week,
or even,
Last month.

I find things out,
through other people,
That say they are my frriends,
I find out because,
You talk about it when i'm around,
But still,
You don't ask me to come.

Tell me why?
Am I not your friend?

I now understand,
This is not a friend,
This is a person,
Who doesn't care.

Live or die,
What should it matter,
I thought you were my friend,
But once again,
I guess i thought wrong.


written on 27th may 2010