I Remember Poem by tasha scott

I remember
sitting in the waiting room praying
staring at the clock
feeling that sick feel
gazing down the hall
jumping when the phone rang
looking evertime i heard the door
hearing the tic toc over an over
walking around praying
going outside to get freash air
feeling alone drinking coffee
my heart pounding an racing
my body trembling all over
shaking my leg uncontrolably
smiling an thinking of the good times
the phone call i got
going on you tube
feeling your pain
pacing the floor
praying for the other family
talking to your mother
shaking in my hands
hearing the ding on the elevator
watching the people walk by
theres that tic toc again
pacing an pray up the hall
the doc coming out smiling
my face was now hurting
holding back the tears
having no more fears
felt this ray of joy
playing angry birds
facebooking
the nice lady who spoke to me
prayed for her husband
the phone almost dying
the nice nurse
she said does she have red hair
feeling the butterflies
grabbing your things
coming around the corner
see the smile on your face
feeling very excited
the clusterphobic feel in the elevator
the man saying one more waiting room
the sadness
the silence
talking to your mother
everyone who walked by
i had to pee real bad
an man asking who i was waiting for
john samu
he said come with me
wanting to run to the room
walking in with a huge smile
you smiling back an saying hi
holding your hand
just staring
you called me paranormal
getting teary eyed
telling you the friends i spoke too
you telling me i screwed up twice
saying i was sorry
feeling like i was worthless
not feeling anything after
feeling like i was nothing