I Thought I Thanked My Mind Instead.. Poem by Blake Ruley

I wish I thought I thunk I said, to lay down and rest in bed
A long day I say it was, when all that is, was stuck and buzzed..
I wish I thought I think I said, to have someone sleep, in bed..
I thought I were lonely I thought I guessed, to give these ego's serene, and some bliss! !
The time is now the bells ring 'gain, Ill wish for her once time again..
I know her not, or that her name.. Or her fancys or her fame..
I wish I thought I think I said, that she knew me, my fame and damn dread..
I think I thought - her to wish for me..
Oh Lady grace, where art thee?
BjR 7/7/18