I'Ve Always Poem by Josh Austin

I've always lived my life with my heart wide open for
somebody to love
I've always wish I could go to a higher place in life

I've always washed away the pain sence you left
I've always said 'my love will never die'
I've always ask God 'what if I was never born how'd
the world look? '

I've always felt like I made my own prison to live in
I've always asked God 'what's this life for? '
I've always wonderd who's got my back?

I've always looked for signs from God to point me in
the right direction
I'll always take a bullet for anybody to keep them
alive for a while longer

I've always felt torn apart from my family
I've always wondered if anybody cared about me
I've always picked fights for all the wrong reasons

I've always felt the pressure of the world on my
shoulders
I always think my next breathe could be my last
I always feel numb from the abuse the world is giving
me

I've always wondered if anybody is listing to me
I've always wonderd if anybody hears me screaming for
help
I've always felt like giving up on life and love

I've always felt that the worst is yet to come in life
I've always felt the pain growing inside sence you
left
I've always been told it's never to late for love
I've always tried to hide the fact I'm scared

I've always hated the fact I look just like you
I've always felt like my life was out of control
I've always felt like it's harder to breathe with out
love

I've always said 'I'll never fall apart'
I've always said 'I'll break away from here' but I
haven't
I've always stood up and said ' I love and respect the
men and women who fight for our country'

I've always felt bad for people who lost their loved
ones
I've sat and counted the days sence you left to be
with Jesus
I've always wondered if you think of me

I've always wondered if miss me
I've always said 'I'd never cry again' but I do
I've always wanted a place in your heart

I've always felt like I'm six feet from the edge of
life
I've always been tought be fight for what I believe in
I've always been tought toto keep my faith

I've always been tought to keep my dreams alive and
they'll come true one day