I Want To Be Happy Poem by Dinda Khairani

I want to be happy
I want to be happy with all my hopes
Wake up from my dream with a smile
Grab my delicious breakfast and watch SpongeBob
Have a little morning chat with my lovely family
Get ready for school with preparedness
Dead by laughter when I meet my kind-hearted friends
Make a conversation with my enamor crush
Breathe a confession about my genuine feeling
Being accepted to be the trueborn lover
Gain fine scores in inconvenient silly math
Known as a praiseworthy student by the teachers
Come back home with intense accomplishments
Make people proud of how formidable I am
And sleep with the blanket of happiness

But, I can’t
Cause I’m a friend of weakness
That trapped in the room of sins
Vile blood flows through my body
My heart shrinks because of the thirst of love
Lonely, lonely, and lonely
Go to the mall, still lonely
Go to the school, still lonely
Being alone in my bedroom
Killed by the noise of misery
Trying to find love
All I got was the lust of the fuckboy
Learn how to be smart
But I can’t stop thinking about
How miserable my life is
Give my prayer to God
But will he still hear me
Even when I’m not a saint
And not even close?

I want to be happy
But the only time when I can be happy is
When I fall asleep and stuck in my pretty dream