I Want Wake.... Poem by mahmoud rashad

i want wake when i see my self damage and loss every chance to show courage
i want wake when the darkness swallows the light and i can't fight
i want wake when i lie on my self when i know i will get what i deserve
i want wake wheni fly with the light but my wings is tide
iwant wake when i wait some one but i know its done
i want wake when i look in people eyes and find nothing but lies
i want wake when i find all that not in my nightmare
but this is my life which i made