I Will Apologize Poem by hazem al jaber

yes, only just for you, ,
for whom i loved and still do...

in spite of my leaving..
i know that you never forgot...
because your heart never knows the forgetful..
yes, ...
maybe you forgot me, ..
but you never forget my wounds to you...
i know that you still suffer with it, ...
because you still live with my wounds, ..
with that dagger which i gave..
my dagger still there between your ribs...

why not come back to me, my sweetheart..
please try to do, ..
to let me take off that dagger from your ribs..
to put it in its place...
please give me another chance...
why you still insist on that..
why the leave, while we both know...
how much we love each other...
why this leaving...
my wound still bleeding..
from that dagger which i gave you before...

my sweetheart, i will apologize to you..
yes i do my sweet angel..
and i am repentant for that...
yes, so sorry i am to hurt you...

i will apologize, despite of every thing i did..
i will apologize, with my pride...
i will apologize, with my honor
i will apologize, just only for you..
and promise never to do this again..
i am apologizing now, ,
and you going to forgive me..