If Poem by umoh cyril

if i were a girl,
if i was a woman,
if i were a mare,
if i'm a normad,
if i was in love,
if she was mine,
if she loves me,
if i were a preacher
if i can see visions,
if i have no visitors,
if only i'm a muderer,
if only i can admire,
if i can advise,
if i can chastise,
if he was my boy,
if i was in troy,
if i looked like my mother,
if i act like my father,
if i was never born,
if i was never baptised,
if nothing was important,
if i have no gut,
if i have nothing to love,
if i've got nothing to lose,
if i've got something to lose,
if my existence was shaken,
but now i thank my stars that i'm cyril.