If I could turn back time…
I would be thankful to have a mum like you.
I hope you believe that this is true.
If I could turn back time…
I would try to be a better daughter.
And write our story new like an author.
If I could turn back time…
I would not be mean to you again.
And heal the wounds of my words like an aidman
If I could turn back time…
I would help you more with domestic work.
And donate you more often a little smirk.
If I could turn back time…
I would take the car to make the purchase,
It would have happened to me then in this case.
If I could turn back time…
You would still be alive.
Dad would be happy that you survive
If I could turn back time…
Dad would not be angry on me.
And he would not have lost his glee.
If I could turn back time…
I would die for you without hesitation,
you would not be able to reject this donation.
BUT I can't turn back time…
So I'm sitting here on my bed,
not knowing how I should move ahead.
I can't turn back time…
So our family is fulfilled with hate.
I cannot repair it, because it is too late.
I can't turn back time…
Dad looks at me - full of hate in his eyes,
I did never see him when he cries.
I can't turn back time…
But I know I made lots of things wrong.
And I could cry all night long.
I can't turn back time…
Just waiting that I will feel better some day,
All around me looks like dark grey.
I can't turn back time…
The colour of my life seems to be lost.
it's a feeling like never ending frost.
I can't turn back time…
I really miss you so much.
Would do everything for only one touch.
I can't turn back time…
I cannot sleep and cannot eat,
can't almost stay on my feet.
I can't turn back time…
I miss you so much that I have stomach ache,
feeling myself like a bad ugly snake.
I can't turn back time…
I changed the colour of my hair,
they're now black and suitable to my feeling like I am In a nightmare.
I can't turn back time,
I feel lot of darkness inside,
thinking everybody were happy if I died.
I can't turn back time…
whishing sometimes to fell asleep,
and secretly die like a creep.
I'cant turn back time…
I will not hurt myself - don't worry,
cause I'm sure you would not agree.
I can't turn back time…
Even when I don't know if you were still able to donate me Love,
I know you are looking at me from above.
I can't turn back time…
have to live now with the guilt of your dead,
not knowing how I should handle that in my head.
I can't turn back time…
just want that the violent pain ends soon.
always thinking of you when I see the moon.
I can't turn back time…
have no tears anymore to cry.
always asking me why!
I can't turn back time…
Please God forgive
I'm feeling like I have no right to live.
I'cant turn back time…
Dad -you made one big mistake in your life.
making a girl which killed your wife.
What a passionate piece of poetry! I felt your words deep within my heart. It's really a pity that after your arguments that such a tragedy occurred. I believe your sincere and humble apology has touch your mum's heart wherever she may be. Thanks for such a wonderful poem, well articulated and elegantly brought forth from inner recesses of the heart with conviction. May the Lord Almighty grant you peace. Please read my poem POETIC MASTERPIECE.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Thank you!