If I Had To Tell The Truth Poem by patrick o'shaughnessy

if i had to tell the truth
these are the words i'd say
about how im truly doing
about how i feel today

the things im feeling today
start to bring a tear
its the simplicity of the ordeal
the reality of my fear

cause its been one week
since the day you made me cry
where you broke my brittle heart
but you couldnt look me in the eye

now im picking up the peices
to the parts that will never mend
knowing this isnt disaster
and knowing its not the end

so i guess im in mourning
cause part of me died
the part of me that loved
it was a lovely geonocide

so i guess thats how im feeling
to be honest, yes its true
cause i lost the thing i cared for
cause that night i lost you