If I Was Just Enough. Poem by Natasha Wellington

If i could show You inside My Heart,
I Know for Certain We would Not Be Apart.
If i Had the words to explain how i felt,
and how you take my breath away,
I Would be stronger to stay another day,
If i Was what you wanted and more,
I Would Have my Arms Healing and Be off This Floor.
But Now im Too Scared to Move,
Too scared to want to know its true,
& i Don't Know whether to Smile because iloveyou.
or whether to cry, because all i feel is emptiness,
Im too sick and so tired of being strong,
And i hate The fact That somebody Told me it Wouldn't Last Long,
But i Have a hole and its deep,
Now Kick The Chair from Under my Feet,
And shed Those Last tears;
As This is our Last Meet. ♥