Timothy Hector

We met at the pool when you were just a kid
such a gentle soul, a life barely lived
i had to leave for a little while
you welcomed me back with that same warm smile
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You brought me down, broke all my walls
all my worries seemed so small
because when you are near
i forget all my fears
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This is really messing with me
i really only want to be
there for you when you need me
that i'll do for eternity
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Its 2 am and I can't sleep
for the 4th time in a week
it goes in circles round and round
for the right answer can't be found
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When did it happen?
When did it all go wrong?
When did you stop singing my song?
What have I done?
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You bring out the best in me
A part that is rarely seen
It helps to know someone cares
For me that is really rare
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I can’t cope anymore, it’s such a mess
I do what I can, I try my best
But for every step forward I take two back
I just can’t do it, I am fed up, I am jack
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Left all My friends, my entire life
for promises of better days, its all a lie
your the only good, to come of me being here
its already been over half of a year
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I Sit here alone thinking real hard
about the lucky draw of my cards
i found you in a real time of need
a good friend i found, a true friend indeed
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I just want to hold you for hours at a time
but when i think like that i pull myself into line
for i know that you can never be mine
to wish for that is surely a crime
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i am alone in this world and nobody cares
i could run naked and no-one would stare
they cant see me im like a ghost
A friend is what i really want most
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I just want to runaway and hide
Keep all these feelings inside
Don’t show emotion as you walk away
Its only weakness, they’ll ask you to stay
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As the days go by, closer we get
It can only get better yet
I feel happy, way more often
These are the days I thought I’d forgotten
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I know I love you, but I’m scared
It would be easier if nobody cared
How do I say those three little words?
You will surely say that’s absurd
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Each day is harder then the one before
The pressure that builds, I just ignore
For with you a kiss means more
You are the one I adore
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What happened to me? I can write no more
Been trying for months and still nothing
Never have I had trouble penning my thoughts
Until the day we fell apart.
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So sick of feeling alone
So sick of no having a home
I move around from place to place
Never having my private space
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I’m sorry I messed up like I always do
Did something stupid didn’t think it through
A night out not worth it now I feel blue
Drugs and alcohol are less important then you
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I’m over it, it’s all the same
But who is to blame
Is it me? Is it you?
Can we really make it through?
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From the first time i saw you, something changed inside
Your smile was just so bright, i had to close my eyes
I have no idea why i was drawn to you
but it felt so right, what else could i do
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