If I Wasnt Loved Poem by Lisa Bray

blood spreads over the floor leaving me lifeless
i once felt pain from the slashes in my wrist
but now my whole body is numb
no body will miss me for my life is worthless and nothing to this world
tears roll down my face as the blood falls from me and i slowly die
my mother never wanted me around
my brothers beat on me
my father done things im ashmed of
When i thought i could get away be married
and have a place called home
It was a lie.
He never came home
He stayed out drinking and cheating on me
When he did come home he beat me never would love me
He didnt want me
He said i wasnt worth anything
He said he wished i would just die
So i tonight i took my own life and
now i can feel no more pain
and now longer be a burdern on them