If Only. Poem by Mandy l33t

If only you had whisked me away,
Like you told me,
I wouldn't be here now.
If only you had not broken a heart,
But only mended,
I wouldn't be here now.
If only you were perfect,
I wouldn't have loved you.
If only I hadn't met you,
I would have loved another.
If only you were ambitious,
I wouldn't be with the one I am with now.

You did break a heart.
You didn't mend tears or scars,
You left me there in the cold.
Left me for better.

Thank God you did.
It was the best worst thing you have ever done.
I can only thank my lucky stars that you are gone.
Out of my life.
Out of our life.
I have begun again.
Hopeful, willing, knowledgeable, happy, safe.
It's comforting to know that when I was with you, I felt none of that.
Thank you.
Thank you for making me realize,
You are my personal regret.
You are not the one.
Good riddance.