If There's Any... Poem by Ayokunle Adeleye

If there's any justice in the world
You would be with me; I would be with you
If I found you first you know it's true
I would be with you; you would be alone

If there's any fairness in your heart
You would care for me, as I did for you
If there's any loving in your being
You would love me too; I'd be loved by you...

But there is none, none to be found
So you come & go as often as you will
With me at your beck & call
And I don't know if I want to heal!

Friends & all felt you were using me
I just couldn't agree; was stuck in love with you
And when I knew I should just walk away
You kept on coming back, and I kept on missing you

Always imagined you loved me too
Thought you were just confused, I was such a fool
Now I know there's nothing in your heart
That you feel for me, God, I'm gullible...

But time will come, when I won't feel
Not even a pinch of love or hate for you
At that time it will be clear
There's not any justice in your world, just you!