If You Only Knew Poem by Marissa Ford

If you only knew
What kind of hell I have been through in the past year
Maybe you woldn't put so much stress on me to be the paerfect daughter
News flash no ones perfect
Just cuz you expect me to be
If you want to know where all my money goes I'll tell you
It goes to doctor appoinments and depression meds
Cuz you can't see me for me
Anytime that I ask you for help
You want to ship me off to my mothers house
What's the point of staying here anymore?
I might as well move back
I have tried to play nice but you aren't nice to me
I'm stuck now if only you'd see
2 miscarrages not even a year apart
I don't feel pain anymore as I cut
If only you knew what i have been throuhgh.