Infatuation Poem by soy romillo

I was thinking that i love you before
'Cause you are the one i always aim for
and all the things that involving you
are the things i really wanted to do

But every time the clock strikes up
my mind always let me to laugh
'cause every time the earth revolves
my infatuation really wants to go

i am always trying to realize
when i am looking in your eyes
if i will be loving you forever
or leaving you would be better

but when we are hanging together
i feel that my heart doesn't feeling better
'cause i don't feel any excitement
unlike in the day that we first met

maybe i really don't love you
but my infatuation pushes me to do
and maybe it is really true
that i'm just only liking you..