Insecure Expressions Of Self Poem by Greg Villarosa

I need deeper synonyms for these mere words
Just to explore, to express, to articulate,
To capture more nuanced emotions in ink
Where are the words to suit you
How could I even put this into words though
Can you just look into my eyes and see
A feeling that sweeps over me,
Surely it must manifest itself,
Can you not see, can you not hear it?
This is something real,
Or at least as real as reality might be
If it's not, I desperately want to stay plugged in
I prefer my artificial bliss