That ugly sadness dwells
Inside me like a hard rock
That sits on my heart endlessly
Without any chance to move it
Or to remove it away...
This world in which
I live is merely
Another harder rock
That pressures me strongly
Just to get me down...
I always try
To be or to be not...
On the other side
Bad people add another circumstance
That makes sadder...
All other circumstances pressure me
To be alone looking for
Good things to be closer
To me, but
They all come in vain...
I feel terribly inside me
When I don't find any good exits...
It is hard sometimes in this mean world to find meaning and goodness