Is All I Can Do What It Really Seems Poem by sara hedrick

Is all I can do what it really seems, or could I be doing more you see. I try and try with all of my might to stay strong and put up a fight, but day by day I feel my resolve start to sway when I see the beauty in you growing. I start to think its not because of me you are growing, but because of the choices I had to make. This should be the showing that all I could do was really what it seemed, but it still feels wrong to me. So I just keep going on and trying to see, if all I can do is what it really seems.