Is This Misery? Poem by Caddie Cancino

i feel like dying each and every day
i feel like living will only take my breath away
i feel sick every time you're not on my day
i feel strange, hopeless, worst of all, insane.

why do i keep on putting myself on despair
why don'y i try to make up a day
a day without even a single glimpse of you
to see and foresee tomorrow without you

but how can i fight this crucial disease
when all i need is time with you to be at ease
i can't have myself always wondering
for i know that that would be bothering

why does missing you gives me a lot of pain
when in the first place i know you only played a game
a game in which i learned to love
an angel sent by GOD above.