It Poem by Lara wolf

i like to be alone when it creeps in
sinks its dark venomous fangs into my neck
drains out the happiness
decends upon me
i like to be alone in the dark when it creeps in
ALONE
not with my friends
not with you
not with my faimly
not with my boyfriend
not even with myself just alone
a l o n e
staring at the white walls in the empty spaces of my mind
no one should be around me when it creeps in
its just it, it has no name
not depression, not anger, not regret
just a mix of emotions that make me
want to scream.
want to cry.
want to yell.
want to punch
want to hurt somebody.
want to hurt myself.
make me imagen myself hanging from a cieling post
murdering an enemy
ripping the life out of all those who cross me
i suppose it's just Hurt.
i never let myself feel hurt
not when people die
not when my father makes me cry
not when my mom ignores me
not when the days are too long and the nights are too short
not when the montogomy of every day grinds my bones, my very soul into
nothing more than dust;
Lara dust
i wonder wat would happen if you snorted it?
would u go insane?
jump off a building?
think u could fly?
get a nose bleed?
run around screaming the sky is falling?
no, i think u'd cry with the biggest smile on your face
after all Lara is latin for always laughing.
i never feel hurt i just laugh
like LOL OMG ROTFL LMFAO
the problem is i cant always laugh the pain away but hey i can try.