jahanvi .......................


It Isn'T Easier - Poem by jahanvi .......................

It isn’t easier 2 live own ur way bt its easier 2 live lyk a fool
It isn’t ryt 2 run bt its easier
Its nt dat I dnt care
It just dat I’m n ache
D pain dat u cn’t c
How do I explain when I cn’t fynd words 2 compose myself
How do I make u believe when I’m myself cnt face d reality
Its not dat I don’t understand
Its jst dat I cn’t cum 2 d terms
I’m fading away n lyt
Wid smile dat u identify
Things r turning around
Ways r departing
Thr is nothing left 2 hold on expect d vain
Curbed by d wight
Cnt break free d chains
I wna b free Bt whr will I go when I do d same
Nthing is clear
All is hazed
Lyk d sun in clouds playing games
Y I cnt get hold of myself
Y I hv bcum wild n insane
Y I cnt reconigze myself
I cnt fynd d reasons
Nor do I c d solutions
Bt I nly feel d anger building in ds play
Everything is trembling
Shaken off d rust
Madness pouring out
Destroying everything cuming in its way
Thr r s no control
Jst a aggression’s spreading ol d way
Fire has started bt widout flames
So even water cnt put off d heat its carry in its path
Cnt hear my beats
Am I dying?
Or is my soul departing away …d
Going so far dat I cn nevr reach d relm whr its hidden
Buried somewhr dwn
Or just lying in d pain
I cnt fynd it
Or do I really wna fynd it
Its betr ds way
When thr s nothing
But d hollowness dats comfortng me

jahanvi..........


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Poem Submitted: Sunday, November 14, 2010



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