Jaded Thoughts Poem by Chel sea

Confusiong fills me brain, my mind
I want to move one and leave this behind
I've been handed this opportunity
But is this where I'm suppose to be?
Is this doubt that's shining through
Or is it you telling me what to do
A part of me says seize the moment
Another says don't do it

My thoughts are jaded
'Cause I dont want to be hated
I need you to tell me
Where I'm needing to be

All this doubt fills my brain my mind
Maybe I won't leave this behind
I've been given an opportunity
But I dont know if it's right for me
Are these lies that are shining through
Or is it the truth of what I should do?

Hang in there, give it another try
Is what i tell myself
Leave it there, move on from this lie
So now it feels like i have two selfs..