Judgment Of Heartless Soul Poem by David Yuggu

I prejudged you because of fears of rejections
I was a fool not to wait around, seeing you coming toward me from miles away.
Now it’s hard to believe my pride got in way of my happiness knowing for so long I’ve pictured you on dreams but when I woke up it was just a broken dreams surrounding with fears and my pillow covered with a melted mountain of tears.
With no one to hold and my arms got so cold.
I thought I’ve lived it through it all,
But I never thought those dreams of mine could get so old
I bluffed because the truth inside me remains with a great wonder of tears, and my heart still lies with empty spaces.
I wonder if the truth would fix it all!
But what would the truth be?
Cause it seems me saying those three words without a meaning it kills me inside, knowing it isn’t enough for what you looking for,
But what would I meant to say?
I need you?
I hate you?
Or I love you?
Because it seems all the same meaning and the more I says them, its shatters my heart into pieces knowing I’m leading you to a fixed race or neither a race that cannot be won.
Now with regrets, I wished I’ve waited for you instead of gambling the remains of precious stone.



By: David Yuggu