Just Like That? Poem by meski dessie

What surprised me the most,
Why words are clogged up in my throat,
Is that you don’t remember yesterday,
When we were so full but unsatisfied,
When our life entangled at best,
Nothing else could be more complete!
How can you not remember?
even though nothing lasts forever,
Just hoped your memory served you better.
Maybe I lie in a different position,
And I don’t call it expectation,
For I was always cautioned,
Repulsed by many words you mentioned.
I just wish you waited a week or two,
To feel different, happy and new,
For it made that last moment we shared,
Meaningless and testosterone paid!
But I am and always will know,
A leftover pizza doesn’t last long,
Sooner or later you would want me gone,
I am scared you wouldn’t need me anymore.