Just So Fake Poem by jesica reeder

we are noone special
we arnt just anybody......
and you are you are just so fake
yet just so real

i love you but do you love me? ? ?
its like you are just pretending.....
am i so alive
or just so dull.....

and your lips are telling me lies
lies i can nolonger believe...
you are holding on and i cant feel
do you feel what i feel
do you feel what i feel....
when i scream your name
when i look at the shame
that ive caused because of you....

do you feel me now....
do you see what youve done....
that im inside myself
and theres no escaping now
its come for a while now
sleeping my life away....
yes sleeping it away

ive raised my gun to the sky
raised it so high
it wont miss
no please make this
not fail again
im writing this letter of goodbye...
saying how i feel
feeling everything yet nothing at all.....
you know exactly what i mean....
i know you do.......
yet how could you

theres nothing in my side
nothing left in sight
so how could you...
just leave me here with this
enemy in my light
enemy on my mind

its just amazing what hearts can do
what they say bout you
cuz im head over heels but i so hate you.....