L+d=fxf Poem by Leelaine Grosch

Lies and deceit...
To these issues I have front row seats...
PeopLe use lies to design big dreAms...
And silly lil'plans always seem to intervene...

See no one would ever understand me...
I have things in my head telling stories sadly...

I'm being pushed to be the best I could be...
Not by choice but so my mum would at least like me...
The other questions is would my father ever like me?
I'd never be like him, left the fam behind so he could go sight seeing...

I'm the better man anyway...
Responsibilities filled point so I could see a brighter day...

And my life will always take a turn 4 the worst...
But 4 success my mind has an appetite, a thirst...

Creeping up behind my future and my dreams...
I'm on my own path who am I to please...

Truth always seems to come up missing...
Searching 4 it everywhere, but its lost to those making a big living...
I'm at the point where I keep sitting...
And I just take all the bull people keep spitting...

Sooner or later, I'm going to lose my mind...
So be kind...
And help me find...
The hardest thing given by mankind...

Love...

A word misunderstood by the masses...
No wonder the world ends up in disaster...
A story told by each and every master...
And every body believed there's a happily ever after...

L&D=F&F...
The fame and the fortune...
now I know why young minds are so damn distorted...
And why 4 out of 10 teen mums prefer damn abortions...
And why cops approach teen boys with caution...

See it all started with lies and deceit...
Now it aint me alone who has front row seats...