L.O.S. Poem by Vision Ghost

I am hoping someone can now hear this
So with a grip on this like an iron fist
Doesn't matter as the orders are clear
Beyond any sense that I could ever steer

Are you there in the midst of confusion?
Is anyone listening to this conclusion?
Perhaps I can be company so to myself
Before the files are placed upon a shelf

Been so very long since I saw her face
And the memories of her kiss in grace
Remain as the memory serves as arms
Comforting me in such warmed charms

The sun is setting here and oh it's so
Beautiful, so damn beautiful, so slow
Yet in reminiscing on decisions I made
As time always seems so to forever fade

Winds so gentle now, like a last wish
That I would find a river and to fish
To see her one more time before a day
If I could only have found another way

Perhaps if I could find a way to sleep
And fall down this hill so very steep
Awaken to another method, another life
Before we made this decision in strife

It's approaching and getting so close
Can't run as there's nothing but this post
Perhaps there is one thing left so to say
Yes, before I could not see another day

If anyone can hear me, if anyone can know
Someone please of your out there till I go
It's far too close... Oh my god...