Lacking Of Will To Live In Grey Poem by Alejandro Velez

Emptyness is starting to fill me up.
And there is no dark side to my smile anymore...
its all gone completely dark.
I dont find joy anymore.
Loneliness is leaving a mark.
When grey is everything you see...
Grey you produce and grey to others lives you introduce.
Perhaps my life is starting to lose its reason
Perhaps im starting to lose the months in the season.
Darkness crawling up my eyes...
enclosing me... leaving me with my lies.
Hope is irrelevant when you lack of freedom.
Ideals are useless when you lack of truth.
Lurking and taking me away...
my demons wont let me stay...
I have painted my whole world grey...
Still theres red on my vision in a mischieve way...
Pray for the day I just stop this sin to pay...