~last Night~ Poem by jennifer carranza

Last night i cried, cried like a baby.
Cried so much that i asked the lord to help me.
Cried so much that it was hurtin me in the inside.
Cried so much that i didnt wat to be here.

Last night I thought abt my life.
Thought bout everything i ever done.
Thought bout the people i hurt.
Thought bout how many people wanted me 2 fail.

Last night i realized wuts going on.
I realized that i cant handle things on my own.
I reallized that i was fighting a war that i cudnt win.
I realized in oder order to succeed in life u need the lords help.

Last night i new that i had 2 change my ways.
Change my ways 4 my family.
Change my ways 4 myself.
Change my ways 4 betters things in life.

Now i seat here thinkin how much i was hurtin by thinkin i could win against sumthing i couldnt even hit and if i wanna succeed in life i need the help of God! ! !