Let Me Be A Ghost Again, Please Make Me Invisible Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Tired of finding my name intoxicating other peoples mouths
The lost and forgotten one now spoke around like a plague
Why is it that the ones who keep them selves locked away?
Are the ones that people seem to destroy?
Like we are not aloud to be alone and just keep to our selves
I want to be invisible just like I was ages ago
I want to be unspoken of unless its people who care
My name should not become a circle of constant rumors
I want to be remembered as the one whom keeps her self together
I do not want to be wounded or stabbed with in my back
I just want to be left alone to live my life
Why do people say thing? Why can’t they leave others alone?
Do they get pleasure by making others so miserable?
What happened to having a heart?
Do others gain joy in seeing one person fall apart?
Oh well don’t you feel so big? You cannot leave me be
You have to be the only one who is going to criticize me
Then funny thing is, rumors are never undone
They always find a way to be awakened once again
Will death ever find them? Will they ever fade away?
I’m sick of trying to hide from them
My heart cant take the stress
I want to be invisible again
So that no one remember who I am
I will be an unknown persona
Damned by fate and tormented by others
Only if I am discovered