Letting Go Is Hard Poem by Danny D

I know I said I don’t care anymore
And don’t love you like I did before.
My heart was filled with hurt and pain
Didn’t want you to put me thru it again.

I wanted to get you out of my mind.
To start hating you; reasons I had to find
Reasons which I forced myself to believe;
And with which my heart I could deceive.

I sat down and wrote the things I must say.
Not what my heart felt but I said it anyway
I said things I should never have said.
Very high is the price for that I paid.

I am sorry is what to you I want to say
It still won’t change what you think anyway
Why is it so hard for me to let go
Why wouldn’t my heart just say no

Will it matter if I said you I so sorely miss?
And will do anything for one more little kiss.
I wish I knew how you changed so fast.
And why I still can’t let go of our past.

How is that your love has changed to hatred
The love that we swore was true and sacred
I am hoping time will dry away my tears.
But what if I still love you for a thousand years.

I wish I knew what do and where to start
So that you are no longer a part of my heart.
Giving up on you is what you want me to do.
That will mean my faith in love will be through.

Wish I could somehow win you back.
For your love is what my soul still lack.
Even though I said I don’t want you anyway near
I am still in love with you so deeply my dear

Something in your eyes captured my heart
And now forever of my soul you will be a part.
Love you more than you probably ever know
And I will never know why you hate me so,

Baby, what you looking for I hope you do find
What I looked for all these years I finally did find
But now I have to stand back and watch you leave.
And forever of this loss my heart will grieve.

I wish with you I could have one last dance
And I could fall into a never awakening trance.
I wish you took a small tiny chance on me
And see how life could turn out to be

But then I might be asking too much
For you don’t believe in love as such.
My heart can never let go of you.
Becos my love for you has always been true.

Keeping the sweet memories of you inside.
My love for you will be never be spoken outside.
You will always have my love baby.
Becos my heart won’t give up loving you.