Letting It Loose, And, Setting Me Free Poem by krissi b'williams

i never concieved, in a million years, eons of time
i never believed, that the ideas of my mind, and all the thoughts of mine
i could and would form the words, not through
agony nor tears, and walk right up to you
let it all out in 1 simple breathe
not stumble, nor stammer, stutter, nor ramble
i inhaled 1 more deep breathe, and let all my pent
up emotions go...and each word so fluently flowed
as each word was said, not just thuoghts n ideas anymore going thru my head

nolonger iside, but coming out of me instead
honestly i hadnt thought it would be so easy
especially cause i was nervous, nauses, n a lil' queasy
my nerves were shot, but i didnt mess up, like i thought
b4 knowing it, i was letting go of every bit
the words just flowing out of me, not once did my mind nor mouth
any of it it....quit..............they both kept going
i was letting loose, i was being set free
i never gave you the chance, nor the time to interupt me
my thoughts, my ideas, that kept me awake at night
i was letting it all loose, the words from inside
the thoughts that once filled my mind
now were being set free....all came rushing out of me
i was giving you it all from the inside my mind....this time

there was no way you could stop and interupt me
nor disrupt me, the sincerity...i was filled with so much clarity
as i said, i wouldnt let you interupt
the words coming from my head to my mouth, you couldnt disrupt
me n the, conversation, n the statements, i was making
without any hesitations, nor any reservations
there was nothing you could do but stay, and listen to every word i had to say
i baracaded your road, you were now blocked in
in a mental cage, that i had locked you within
everything i had thought of was being retold, being said
every thought in my head, was being let out
was rushing out to you 4m my mouth