Life Poem by Abraham Rafe

These might appear as the words of my vanity,
but they r not even close to sanity...

I don't know how much i need to wait,
Should i curse myself or my fate?

Am i living in reality or in a dream?
Should i remain silent or just scream?

Why do i sense divine music in silence?
Why every goodness appears as defiance?

Obscurity comes to me as the brightest light,
And lonesomeness seems so right.

Then what am i missing in my life?
If there's nothing, for what do i strife?


If this is a dream just don't wake me,
Even if its worth a felony.

Coz here i enjoy every bit of pain,
Just like tear drops in the rain.

Where every angry face glowers in shame,
And every sadness appears so lame.

If life is as beautiful as my dream,
Should i choose to wake up or should i live this dream?