Life (I'm Sorry) Poem by Emily Severus

I'm sorry im not always around to hold your hand
but you must be strong
I'm sorry for your demons within because your always alone
I'm sorry im not even a good friend cant help you through this life
I'm sorry ill never be a good husband or a wife
I'm sorry that im always negitive dont see any possible light
I'm sorry that i wasnt there the night when you took your own life
I'm sorry that i feel the way i always do youve always helped meh bit i couldnt help you
I'm sorry that things never worked out like i expected i just wanted to wither away
I'm sorry in not a true warrior i live to fight another day
I'm sorry that im not the beautifulest person or the right gender
I'm sorry that ive become somewhat to hinder
I'm sorry that life isnt right
I'm sorry i cant be your light
let me take this pain away so you can live another day
one day you will see my pain with all the scars that will remain
like i said I'm sorry im not always there to hold your hand oneday we will fight and ill defend