Life Is Mine Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

A few months ago i'd been torn
nothing could bring me out of the hard stupour
depression breaking tides across my eyes
with a lonely thought of being cold inside
I had lost someone
someone severly close to my heart
he left this world at seventeen
my ending and his new start
I miss that boy more than anything
but i had come to think
with no-one here to stop me
how low could i sink
it was then that i stopped digging
and sank deeper into the hole
life's woes bearing down on me
threatening to break my soul
it was a while before i saw the sun again
and felt the moonlit wind
it was a while before i felt myself
before i let my mind win
tortured diseases curse that hole
and all those who dig north
south is where i kept to
but yet my heart was still sore
i finally climbed away from it
and walked away with pride
i am torn and scarred beyond repair
but i am myself again
and life is mine