Life's Idiosychrosies Poem by james d nall,jr

Filled with anxiety or dark depression
I finally give up Life's last concession
Realizing that everyday's the same
With no one else to take the blame

Its me and not anyone else you see
That must take all responsibility
For how I feel and even act
Letting my emotions win the attack

Is there no way to justify my ends?
I guess how you perceive it depends
So drowning in misery is nothing new
Fighting anxiety is what I must do

Guess I'll get by another day or two
Even though my mood is quite blue
I've lived with this battle for so long
How could the war I wage be so wrong?