Lifes A Game And The Rules Are Unfair Poem by ashley roberts

The world with you in it seemed so small because your all id ever see
Now that you have left the world as become so big it just scares me
No matter what time i go out i seem to see violence the worlds so angry
It tears me apart and rips at my heart it reminds me of what i used to be

I miss you i need you to come back to me

If its your time to go then time will come and take you away
Keep a smile on that face that's gonna get you through this day
They were your words that's what you always used to say
You told me to be brave you said with time pain will go away
The pain from losing you is still here i feel its forever to stay
I don't know what to do with out you what road is the right way


I am alone in a world that i am not ready for

The quiet ways of the night scares me because it screams the truth
It makes no sense but id trade my life to have you back under this roof
I know i would still be alone but at least life cant scare me again
Fighting to stay alive can get to much after all the years of pain
I was only fourteen years old when you left how was i to bare
With the fear, the crying at night it put so much on me i learnt not to care

Evan after saying all of this nothing can bring you back to me
Because this life is a game and the rules are so wrong and so unfair

I love you0, if heaven is real, i know your waiting for me there