Live Or Die? Poem by Dcfizban@hotmail.com Cadywold

If you could do it, to stop the pain,
Would you take a blade to your jugular vein? ,
Stop struggling, lay down on the bed,
Eventually you'll fade, when your bloods all bled.

If there's nothing, no afterlife,
It makes no matter if I'd regretted the choice,
But if there's spirit's all around,
Would I be upset when I looked down? .

This body would feel no more pain,
No happiness or sorrow, no loss or gain,
Free from depression, stress an all
Sounds like a plan, sounds like a goal.

I don't worry if people got upset,
I know I sound selfish, I haven't done it yet,
Living alone, and all on my own,
I feel vulnerable, I feel prone.

How can I shake these feelings of dread? ,
When I get told, better to be alive than dead,
But the truth of the matter is simple you see,
I've not been right since my head injury.